aikodeshou

Fri, 03 Apr 2009 04:29:33 GMT

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
fuck you.

Ha. Hahaha.

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 01:07:37 GMT

You know it was so hard finding this? Australian Government trying to hide their shame.

http://www.latrobe.edu.au/linguistics/LaTrobePapersinLinguistics/Vol%2010/06Bernard.pdf

The reason why our grammar is horrible.

HAHHAA

Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:24:44 GMT

I LOVE MY LAYOUT MAN.
SAILOR MOON FTW.

Just because I can never comment your journal...

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 21:18:41 GMT

STRAWWWWWWWWWWWWW <3333!! 8D

I hate you Aurora

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 03:59:23 GMT

Sexy bitch, gtfo, more ugly in the world prz.

1. What are you listening to right now?
Sora to ito - MUCC

2. How do you style your hair?
Straighten, then fuck it up everywhere. Add extensions every so often.

3. What are you wearing right now?
Sexpot shirt, blue boxers and pink pijama pants haha.

4. What are you currently reading?
This entry

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week?
Did my design thing. Wore a plastic bag scarf and danced like a slut with a brazilian girl. Real smart.

6. Have you named your mp3 player? If so what's its name?
No.

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die?
Something heavy. like, something by Dio, or maybe Owari to Mirai by Girugamesh.

8. Favorite kind of chapstick?
Lime jello?? Wtf Aurora?! Damn, sounds cool.. I like my strawberry one.

9. What is your all time favorite movie?
Retards, don't ask such stupid questions O<

10. What is your weirdest habit?
Eating oddly.

11. What is your favorite color?
Uh, colour, Neon Green.

12. How much money do you think you are worth?
Nothing ;A;

13. What's the weirdest thing you say in RL?
Bloop

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Uh, on my way to Japanese but I want to be fluent god damnit.

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who don't answer when you speak to them. You don't know if they're listening or not.

16 What's your ideal weapon?
My hands.

17. What does your body wash smell like?
Like me, I have a distinct smell. Lol.

18. What's your phone's current ringtone?
Smash!! - Girugamesh

19. If you were in a band, what kind of music would you play and what instrument would you want to play?
Crazy, heavy music, but have the every so often crazy lsd song or meaningful one. Vocals or Guitar. Or Together D:

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
She's crazy, like me >: And too nice like me, oh the burden of being a human being we must endure.
=0=

I tag everyone, hahahahha HAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

fuckers.

Finally, fuck.

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 12:43:17 GMT

Okay so all of my shit is settle for Japan.

24th of April to the 4th of May.
I'll be going to Kyoto, Mt. Fuji and obviously Tokyo for 11 days.
It should be fun.
I wish I could have caught girugamesh whilst I was there, but I think that's pretty much their time off! lol.
So, in kyoto I might see Versailles, and I might have a chance at seeing Doremidan in harajuku I think, and D'espairs Ray somewhere in Shibuya/shinjuku.
Ne, maybe if I'm lucky, I might spot one of the giruboys in the street *keeps sketchbook at bay, lol*.

Tomorrow I start college, because I have something to do in life, I won't be on so much during the day anymore :c I think I start tomorrow, this line of colleges are so unorganised, I don't have any fucking timetable the bastards.
Ah well, I'll rock up at 8:30 and see what happens, ne?

I'll be doing Design at Design Centre Enmore and Japanese certificate 2 -2 at Ultimo Sydney Institute. Lol, the lady was so nice, she said to me I could get higher, but I was like "Uh... I only have money for certificate two!" Because each certificate actually goes up by $100 or so, and I had $214 on me to pay right then and there... Ah well! Good practice and I can totally ace the course, how good is that? xD And I can always be awesome and ask for extra work, yippeee~

Tytytyty yanny for helping me with my Japanese and overall being such an amazing person :c You were always there for me when I was feeling icky about something, and you'd stick up for me. You deserve the best in Japan next year, and all the guys will be getting on their knees, demanding some of yo Jamaican loving. rofl <3 *embarasses you* <333

But yes, uhn, I want some grog.
rofl.

yaya byebye~

つづく

Interview me

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 08:26:29 GMT

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me!"
2. I'll respond by asking you five questions of my choosing.
3. Post the questions and their answers in your journal.
4. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on...

1. There is one person for you to spend a day with, who would it be, and why?
This is two questions! Erh... I don't know. Probably hide, despite dying 11 years ago, I think I would be able to connect and have a lot of fun with him.
2. If you could re-do ONE thing in your life, what would it be?
Re-do... Probably not get this stupid laptop fixed and get a new one.
3. What makes you happier than anything else in the world?
The smallest gestures.
4. (Similar to the above) If there were one thing you could do to make your life perfect, what would it be?
To be pretty.
5. (stolen from friend of mine) Would you give up your artistic skills for some other talent? If so, what?
To sing.

Photographic Evidence...

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 05:26:37 GMT

That I'm a fucking retard.

I put cheese on the asphalt, 3 minutes later it was like this.
And if you think, this looks like cum, you're a friggen idiot and should go do some research or have sex. It doesn't spray out like silly string.

Retards.

HUUUUUHOHO

Wed, 21 Jan 2009 13:14:58 GMT

I love being awkward in my titles.
Cosplay update |:
I'm going to be ren with strawbarry_gurl who will be nana <: Only around may though... I think, because we're both lazy with cosplay. I only have a wig and a couple of accessories so ha, hahaha, ha. *lazy*

12:51am

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 14:04:12 GMT

And I'm not asleep. I kind of don't want to sleep. Hmmm.
Birthday is in like... Uh, soon. 12 days not counting the 21st. I don't really want anything. I'm content with what I have now.

It's storming outside. I love the smell of rain just as you're about to fall asleep. Especially on a summer's night. It makes that sweaty, uncomfortable, desperate desire to fall asleep a little less troublesome. It's calming. I'd lay down on the concrete and let it smack me in the face over and over any night.

I'm getting off my medication soon for my skin, thank god. Three more boxes and I'm done with it. I've had manic depression, stomach, eyesight, skin problems. Passed out a couple of times and sometimes refused t eat because the stuff would just make me take it out. I'd actually hallucinate at some points. Get angry too. Sorry mum.

Hm... I'm going to Japan in April. For 11 days. If our dollar wasn't worth ass, I'd be stoked. But I'm not. I'm just worried about money right now. I feel like an adult, for my parents. It's yeah, I don't want to worry about it just yet.

In other news, I got an email today from someone I was thinking about emailing earlier. It was short, and all it said was 'ily' with a heart emoticon but I was incredibly pleased. I was actually surprised, I get so happy over the tiniest gestures. I like just a simple hello, or something once in a while. Just the thought you passed someone's mind for a brief moment, and they smiled, is just one of the best feelings in the world.

The ability to do nothing, absolutely nothing but exist, and make a person smile.

I love that.

About fucking time yo.

Tue, 13 Jan 2009 12:59:42 GMT

I got a new layout.
Because srs Masato is a creeper in it, and the image was just THERE. Credit to

maylene

and

lovesick

Anyways, today some friends and I went to the library to attend some Manga workshop (mainly we wanted to pwn.), and we ended up leaving, ha, haha.

I found heaps of clothes I liked, I want to buy them all. Wtf. Anyway, as we were walking home, I was getting a headache, and we were going to meet another at the park.

I decided to back out,
good thing I did because like, uh, I blacked out xDD

Got home, walked into my room, //splat.

Haaaaaha, mum had to nudge me. I was like wtf, ohsozmum

I was studying Japanese, and I am so freaking out. I'm losing it. I need to learn, regain my skills, quick. I don't want it to leave me.

I'm thinking of putting up an add in the local newspaper for a tutor, or any of the people who are Japanese that are willing to tutor me or something. Price can be wtfever, arranged.

Argh, death.

Uh, yeah, post.

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 11:55:39 GMT

I don't know how to start things off. 2008 was a pretty good year...

I made a lot of new friends
Improved on drawing a lot
Made friends with GPK
Get compliments from him like, every other day, lol.
Lost a bit of weight, maybe around 8-10kg (uh... around 20pounds?)
Graduated school
Became a design student
Had my hair pink
Actually making plans for Japan
Confidence and attitude grew quite a bit
Went bar hopping in Darling harbour
Got closer to my sister
Got heaps good at those skill tester machines
Yeah.

The other day, when my brother Samuel finally left for the army, we were re-arranging his old room to fit his bike. And, lately we've been watching Aladdin and quoting like,

PHENOMENAL COSMIC POWAAAAAA

Or just randomly singing, we actually sang along to the movie... *facepalm* But, saying that, we looked into a drawer, and found an envelope. It had written;

"Touch nothing but ~~THE LAMP~~ jacket."

And I opened it up and found $150 to buy myself a motorbike jacket I've wanted for a long time. I was so happy, he's such a sweetheart wtf.

In other news, I'm a design student now! (insert peace sign here). I got into a Design college or whatever, and I paid for everything today. ($1140... orz"" But better than $15,000, right? Right.) And the guy was so funny on the phone, when I was on the phone I asked for the credit card, and he was like "ROFL I HEARD THAT." when my mum was like 'Yessssss'.

Ahh... Yeah.

Who is willing to tutor me in Japanese? Like seriously, set out lessons for me n shit? no one? thought so ;A;

Anyways, I'm off.

つづく

Byebye

COUGHHACKDEATH

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:06:05 GMT

➠ SURVEY

Step 1: Fill this in, and as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgeon more.

Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and believe (falsely) that you are so superior to everyone else.

01. [✖] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.

02. [ ] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development"

03. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet"

04. [ ] You only draw faces.

05. [ ] You always draw faces at the same direction. (depends, I actually try my best to variate it, and practice that post till it's right =0=)

06. [✖ ] The proportion is awful.

07. [✖] Every character looks the same.

08. [✖] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters.

09. [ ] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.

10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"

11. [✖ ] You only draw sketches.

12. [ ] What's a LAYER???

13. [ ] You always draw one character.

14. [✖] You always draw characters in same angle. (Mostly, but I try to work on this.)

15. [✖] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression. (Kinda)

16. [✖] You couldn't draw characters with movement.

17. [✖] You barely draw feet.

18. [✖] You can't draw figures from high or low angles.

19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.

20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract. (lulwutt)

21. [✖] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.

22. [✖] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters.

23. [ ] You can only draw cute characters.

24. [✖] You can only draw handsome characters.

25. [] Hands is your nightmare

26. [ ] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.

27. [✖] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty.

28. [] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.

29. [✖] Your works are always asymmetrical.

30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece.

31. [✖] Rough sketch only = Finished piece

32. [✖] You have no anatomical knowledge. (I suck)

33. [ ] You only draw eyes.

34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge.

35. [✖] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs.

36. [ ] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion.

37. [✖] You lose confidence when other people's works look great.

38. [✖] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.

39. [✖] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection.

40. [] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else

41. [] Tablet is your god item.

42. [✖] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappier than yours. (it's mean, but sometimes yep.)

43. [✖] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.

44. [✖] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius.

45. [ ] You draw once a month or even once a year.

46. [ ] You get mad when your favorite artists are being lazy.

47. [ ] When you draw hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful. (WTF o-O)

48. [✖] You don't even have faith in yourself.

49. [ ] You can't even draw since the beginning.

50. [✖] You realized there are problems and know where to fix but you never do. (Laziness. Oh the laziness. But I try!)

Anyway
So lately, I've been noticing the shit eru and I do to our muses, actually fucking happens.
It's a little odd.
Well, no,
IT'S REALLY FUCKIN' WEIRD MAN, GIVING ME THE JIBBIES. lol jibbies.
I'd go into it.
But no.
So, hahahahaha, just believe me, k?

p.s. My kamijo = canon. Stfu you whores, go meet Kamijo and THEN tell me if my muse is a cunt or not. Thank you.

PIMPIMPIMPIMP

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 07:22:43 GMT

Just click on the banner and it'll take you there.

Eru.

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 10:02:45 GMT

Me (8:52:21 PM): something smells like vanilla outside...

Eru (8:52:36 PM): Like vanilla XD?

Eru (8:52:42 PM): That's... lovely xD

Me (8:53:05 PM): everytime theres a gust of wind, there's that scent of vanilla... Kamijo is being a creeper outside my window again.

Eru (8:53:35 PM): ROFL

Me (8:53:44 PM): i win at life.

Eru (8:53:49 PM): you do ;A;

Me (8:53:53 PM): ♥

Eru (8:53:53 PM): teach me prz

Me (8:54:10 PM): it's easy, just bag out kamijo for the rest of your days and you're set.

Haha.

Hahahahaha.

Friends are liek, teh awesome.

Thu, 25 Dec 2008 10:51:30 GMT

I love my friends, and I feel so guilty that they gave me something so special, and I have yet to return their money I have borrowed.
I am in the process of drawing you guys presents... It's just that I just finished off drawing mum something for christmas (not much appreciation >>) and making plans for Japan.

We might be ending up spending 10 days there. We were looking at flights, and laughing because with Jetstar, it was about 1699 return for the both of us. And then, checking qantas, it was 14,000.

ON THE SAME PLANE. hahahahah. Bitchez.
We're booking tomorrow, I'm so excited!

Anyway, really... You guys, I love you so much, these gifts are just... Wow. I need to make it up to you all!!!

X Japan Memorial Photo Album from my group of friends, and the hide Bible from my friend Ryan. Ryan noticed every time we went to Kinokuniya, I'd just, STARE at these two books and wibble, because I knew I'd never have them.
I immediately froze (mentally) when I recognized the shape of the gifts. I was so happy, really. It may not have shown, but I really appreciated it.

The perfume from my sister and her boyfriend, it's so cool! The little dolly, and it smells really nice! Made by Gwen Stefani, ahah, like my friend, "She's such a weeaboo." Lmfao. She is. She wrote such a nice message in my card;

Dear Little Sister,
You're my special little sister, I think you are wonderfullly different and a very talented individual. Always follow your deams... If you find times hard, know that I'm always here for you. I will help where I can. Look forward to the day where you can do what you want and when you want it. Be patient with mum and especially dad... They really don't understand things sometimes.
I look forward to going to Japan with you, it's going to be coooool...! Sake-Yum-yum!
I hope you like your pressie, Merry Christmas, Lots of love,
Your big sis,
Raf xox.

(I mentally went BAWWWWWWWW)

GHD hair straightener from mum and dad, because honestly, I needed. And now my sister wants one! lmfao. My sister kept rubbing my hair today, saying how nice it was. I was happy.

And that hidexEVERYONEINXJAPAN fic by Takumi. Thank you baby, that was such a nice gift! I really appreciated it, it was lovely and I enjoyed it a lot!!

Ah, I guess this christmas wasn't so bad, and I hope everyone elses was alright, at least.

Thank you so much again, and I'll update on Japan tomorrow.

つづく

p.s. I'LL MISS YOU CEEEEEEEEE.

:D

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 07:27:43 GMT

letit☃snow

Yep.

D:

Fri, 05 Dec 2008 11:34:11 GMT

I got a big envelope from the Board of Studies this morning.

And I was like, "Oh fuck, I didn't make it."

When I opened the letter, I got two sheets. First line was,

"Congratulations! You have gained a place in Art Express..."

What the fucking shit. My hands trembled for like, 10 seconds and then I smiled. I told mum and she was like, "Uh, what the fuck is that shit?"

Yep, thanks mum.

Well, that's it, my manga and a few digital/copic works got into an exhibition, heading for Newcastle and Tweed. Yay.

Whoa

Sun, 30 Nov 2008 05:51:30 GMT

Today, is so fucking sunny.

I wish I could take my dog for a walk, but my skin can't handle it ;A; I went out there, took a photo, then went straight back in.

Argh.

Fuck
a'you
Roaccutane.

=0=

Violetblack

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 03:45:41 GMT

Your rainbow is shaded black and violet.

What is says about you: You are a creative person. You appreciate mystery. You are patient and will keep trying to understand something until you've mastered it. You may meet people who are afraid of you.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

rararararawatercolourrar

Sun, 23 Nov 2008 03:32:02 GMT

I hate it when you screw up something, try to fix it, and it fails so fucking epically.

Grrrrrrrrr.

TAFE exam tomorrow, going to flunk, I'm scared.

The end.

ahem

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 11:19:02 GMT

"Look at the camera."

"Get fucked."

"C'monnnn!!"

*looks away and lols.*

Colour Genics or something

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 02:27:45 GMT

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.

Whatever you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong and you are now quite convinced that there is little point of formulating new objectives and it is this belief that has resulted in the stress and anxiety. You would like to be able to communicate with other people who think as you do. At this time there seems to be no-one on the horizon nor is there any prospect of meeting anyone in the immediate future. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back

...Yeah.

huffhuffhuff

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 11:01:53 GMT

Compulsary art post sldkfsd.

I was only going to show kaya this until it was finished, but when the scanner gave it a nice effect I thought it was done >: ilubb

Momotarou is such a nice story, you should look it up~~

Yep, done~

=_=

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 09:06:50 GMT

Too much drama for one day, kthx.

It started it off well, with Takoyaki and Sushi Train~

Lookie, I made a rose out of green tea icecream xD <3

I had a good time today na! And who ever is going to the Halloween dinner on friday and wants to lend me a hisagi looking wig... Don't hesitate! ldfhgkldjfg.

Now, then speaking of the dinner, drama with little miss 'I get whatever the fuck I want so I'm gonna bitch till I get it' came along and started to make things harder... Jeez, I'd rant, but just no.

And then some stupid fucking muse has a little bitch fit, kjsdhfjkdfhgkjdfg. Die.

死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死ね
死んでくれ！！

めんどうくせー。。。。