You know it was so hard finding this? Australian Government trying to hide their shame.

http://www.latrobe.edu.au/linguistics/LaTrobePapersinLinguistics/Vol%2010/06Bernard.pdf

The reason why our grammar is horrible.

I LOVE MY LAYOUT MAN.
SAILOR MOON FTW.

STRAWWWWWWWWWWWWW <3333!! 8D

Sexy bitch, gtfo, more ugly in the world prz.


1. What are you listening to right now?
Sora to ito - MUCC

2. How do you style your hair?
Straighten, then fuck it up everywhere. Add extensions every so often.
( GOT IT CUT HAHAHAHA FINALLY. )

3. What are you wearing right now?
Sexpot shirt, blue boxers and pink pijama pants haha. 

4. What are you currently reading?
This entry

5. Dumbest thing you've done this week?
Did my design thing. Wore a plastic bag scarf and danced like a slut with a brazilian girl. Real smart.

6. Have you named your mp3 player? If so what's its name?
No.

7. Theme song playing in the background as you die?
Something heavy. like, something by Dio, or maybe Owari to Mirai by Girugamesh.

8. Favorite kind of chapstick?
Lime jello?? Wtf Aurora?! Damn, sounds cool.. I like my strawberry one.

9. What is your all time favorite movie?
Retards, don't ask such stupid questions O<

10. What is your weirdest habit?
Eating oddly.

11. What is your favorite color?
Uh, colour, Neon Green.

12. How much money do you think you are worth?
Nothing ;A;

13. What's the weirdest thing you say in RL?
Bloop

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Uh, on my way to Japanese but I want to be fluent god damnit.

15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
People who don't answer when you speak to them. You don't know if they're listening or not.

16 What's your ideal weapon?
My hands.

17. What does your body wash smell like?
Like me, I have a distinct smell. Lol.

18. What's your phone's current ringtone?
Smash!! - Girugamesh

19. If you were in a band, what kind of music would you play and what instrument would you want to play?
Crazy, heavy music, but have the every so often crazy lsd song or meaningful one. Vocals or Guitar. Or Together D:

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
She's crazy, like me >: And too nice like me, oh the burden of being a human being we must endure.
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I tag everyone, hahahahha HAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

fuckers.

Okay so all of my shit is settle for Japan.

24th of April to the 4th of May.
I'll be going to Kyoto, Mt. Fuji and obviously Tokyo for 11 days.
It should be fun.
I wish I could have caught girugamesh whilst I was there, but I think that's pretty much their time off! lol.
So, in kyoto I might see Versailles, and I might have a chance at seeing Doremidan in harajuku I think, and D'espairs Ray somewhere in Shibuya/shinjuku.
Ne, maybe if I'm lucky, I might spot one of the giruboys in the street *keeps sketchbook at bay, lol*.

Tomorrow I start college, because I have something to do in life, I won't be on so much during the day anymore :c I think I start tomorrow, this line of colleges are so unorganised, I don't have any fucking timetable the bastards.
Ah well, I'll rock up at 8:30 and see what happens, ne?

I'll be doing Design at Design Centre Enmore and Japanese certificate 2 -2 at Ultimo Sydney Institute. Lol, the lady was so nice, she said to me I could get higher, but I was like "Uh... I only have money for certificate two!" Because each certificate actually goes up by $100 or so, and I had $214 on me to pay right then and there... Ah well! Good practice and I can totally ace the course, how good is that? xD And I can always be awesome and ask for extra work, yippeee~

Tytytyty yanny for helping me with my Japanese and overall being such an amazing person :c You were always there for me when I was feeling icky about something, and you'd stick up for me. You deserve the best in Japan next year, and all the guys will be getting on their knees, demanding some of yo Jamaican loving. rofl <3 *embarasses you* <333

But yes, uhn, I want some grog.
rofl.

yaya byebye~

つづく

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me!"
2. I'll respond by asking you five questions of my choosing.
3. Post the questions and their answers in your journal.
4. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, ask them five questions. And thus the endless cycle of the meme goes on and on and on and on...

1. There is one person for you to spend a day with, who would it be, and why?
This is two questions! Erh... I don't know. Probably hide, despite dying 11 years ago, I think I would be able to connect and have a lot of fun with him.
2. If you could re-do ONE thing in your life, what would it be?
Re-do... Probably not get this stupid laptop fixed and get a new one.
3. What makes you happier than anything else in the world?
The smallest gestures.
4. (Similar to the above) If there were one thing you could do to make your life perfect, what would it be?
To be pretty.
5. (stolen from friend of mine) Would you give up your artistic skills for some other talent? If so, what?
To sing.

That I'm a fucking retard.

I put cheese on the asphalt, 3 minutes later it was like this.
And if you think, this looks like cum, you're a friggen idiot and should go do some research or have sex. It doesn't spray out like silly string.

Retards.

I love being awkward in my titles.
Cosplay update |:
I'm going to be ren with strawbarry_gurl who will be nana <: Only around may though... I think, because we're both lazy with cosplay. I only have a wig and a couple of accessories so ha, hahaha, ha. *lazy*
( AHEHDJSDFHDFKG )

And I'm not asleep. I kind of don't want to sleep. Hmmm.
Birthday is in like... Uh, soon. 12 days not counting the 21st. I don't really want anything. I'm content with what I have now.

It's storming outside. I love the smell of rain just as you're about to fall asleep. Especially on a summer's night. It makes that sweaty, uncomfortable, desperate desire to fall asleep a little less troublesome. It's calming. I'd lay down on the concrete and let it smack me in the face over and over any night.

I'm getting off my medication soon for my skin, thank god. Three more boxes and I'm done with it. I've had manic depression, stomach, eyesight, skin problems. Passed out a couple of times and sometimes refused t eat because the stuff would just make me take it out. I'd actually hallucinate at some points. Get angry too. Sorry mum.

Hm... I'm going to Japan in April. For 11 days. If our dollar wasn't worth ass, I'd be stoked. But I'm not. I'm just worried about money right now. I feel like an adult, for my parents. It's yeah, I don't want to worry about it just yet.

In other news, I got an email today from someone I was thinking about emailing earlier. It was short, and all it said was 'ily' with a heart emoticon but I was incredibly pleased. I was actually surprised, I get so happy over the tiniest gestures. I like just a simple hello, or something once in a while. Just the thought you passed someone's mind for a brief moment, and they smiled, is just one of the best feelings in the world.

The ability to do nothing, absolutely nothing but exist, and make a person smile.

I love that.

I don't know how to start things off. 2008 was a pretty good year...

• I made a lot of new friends
• Improved on drawing a lot
• Made friends with GPK
• Get compliments from him like, every other day, lol.
• Lost a bit of weight, maybe around 8-10kg (uh... around 20pounds?)
• Graduated school
• Became a design student
• Had my hair pink
• Actually making plans for Japan
• Confidence and attitude grew quite a bit
• Went bar hopping in Darling harbour
• Got closer to my sister
• Got heaps good at those skill tester machines
• Yeah.

The other day, when my brother Samuel finally left for the army, we were re-arranging his old room to fit his bike. And, lately we've been watching Aladdin and quoting like,

PHENOMENAL COSMIC POWAAAAAA

Or just randomly singing, we actually sang along to the movie... *facepalm* But, saying that, we looked into a drawer, and found an envelope. It had written;

"Touch nothing but THE LAMP jacket."

And I opened it up and found $150 to buy myself a motorbike jacket I've wanted for a long time. I was so happy, he's such a sweetheart wtf.

In other news, I'm a design student now! (insert peace sign here). I got into a Design college or whatever, and I paid for everything today. ($1140... orz"" But better than $15,000, right? Right.) And the guy was so funny on the phone, when I was on the phone I asked for the credit card, and he was like "ROFL I HEARD THAT." when my mum was like 'Yessssss'.

Ahh... Yeah.

Who is willing to tutor me in Japanese? Like seriously, set out lessons for me n shit? no one? thought so ;A;

Anyways, I'm off.

つづく

Byebye

( Art survey )

Anyway
So lately, I've been noticing the shit eru and I do to our muses, actually fucking happens.
It's a little odd.
Well, no,
IT'S REALLY FUCKIN' WEIRD MAN, GIVING ME THE JIBBIES. lol jibbies.
I'd go into it.
But no.
So, hahahahaha, just believe me, k?

p.s. My kamijo = canon. Stfu you whores, go meet Kamijo and THEN tell me if my muse is a cunt or not. Thank you.

Just click on the banner and it'll take you there.

I love my friends, and I feel so guilty that they gave me something so special, and I have yet to return their money I have borrowed.
I am in the process of drawing you guys presents... It's just that I just finished off drawing mum something for christmas (not much appreciation >>) and making plans for Japan.

We might be ending up spending 10 days there. We were looking at flights, and laughing because with Jetstar, it was about 1699 return for the both of us. And then, checking qantas, it was 14,000.

ON THE SAME PLANE. hahahahah. Bitchez.
We're booking tomorrow, I'm so excited!

Anyway, really... You guys, I love you so much, these gifts are just... Wow. I need to make it up to you all!!!



X Japan Memorial Photo Album from my group of friends, and the hide Bible from my friend Ryan. Ryan noticed every time we went to Kinokuniya, I'd just, STARE at these two books and wibble, because I knew I'd never have them.
I immediately froze (mentally) when I recognized the shape of the gifts. I was so happy, really. It may not have shown, but I really appreciated it.

The perfume from my sister and her boyfriend, it's so cool! The little dolly, and it smells really nice! Made by Gwen Stefani, ahah, like my friend, "She's such a weeaboo." Lmfao. She is. She wrote such a nice message in my card;

Dear Little Sister,
You're my special little sister, I think you are wonderfullly different and a very talented individual. Always follow your deams... If you find times hard, know that I'm always here for you. I will help where I can. Look forward to the day where you can do what you want and when you want it. Be patient with mum and especially dad... They really don't understand things sometimes.
I look forward to going to Japan with you, it's going to be coooool...! Sake-Yum-yum!
I hope you like your pressie, Merry Christmas, Lots of love,
Your big sis,
Raf xox.

(I mentally went BAWWWWWWWW)

GHD hair straightener from mum and dad, because honestly, I needed. And now my sister wants one! lmfao. My sister kept rubbing my hair today, saying how nice it was. I was happy.

And that hidexEVERYONEINXJAPAN fic by Takumi. Thank you baby, that was such a nice gift! I really appreciated it, it was lovely and I enjoyed it a lot!!

Ah, I guess this christmas wasn't so bad, and I hope everyone elses was alright, at least.

Thank you so much again, and I'll update on Japan tomorrow.

つづく

p.s. I'LL MISS YOU CEEEEEEEEE.

letit☃snow

Yep.

I got a big envelope from the Board of Studies this morning.

And I was like, "Oh fuck, I didn't make it."

When I opened the letter, I got two sheets. First line was,


"Congratulations! You have gained a place in Art Express..."


What the fucking shit. My hands trembled for like, 10 seconds and then I smiled. I told mum and she was like, "Uh, what the fuck is that shit?"

Yep, thanks mum.

Well, that's it, my manga and a few digital/copic works got into an exhibition, heading for Newcastle and Tweed. Yay.

Today, is so fucking sunny.

I wish I could take my dog for a walk, but my skin can't handle it ;A; I went out there, took a photo, then went straight back in.

Argh.

Fuck
a'you
Roaccutane.

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